O.OY

2011-11-09T00:38:00.002-05:00

i need a break. a break from life. christmas, you can't come soon enough.

2011-10-29T16:54:00.003-04:00

sophistication, emotionless... same thing? so confused.

the thing im gonna miss most in uni is probably the piano... though i dont play it often.

2011-10-27T23:21:00.003-04:00

today i realized that a lot of toronto kids are not proficient in internet lingo.

2011-10-26T23:29:00.001-04:00

fail blogger is fail. won't let me post on this thing ><"

2011-01-02T00:29:00.001-05:00

er.... i dont think ive given such a fail present before... >.<

I'm reduced to giving sheet music. LOL. The Story of Us - Taylor Swift

jenn, feel better. =/

edits:

piano accompaniment will come soon

^that's for trumpet.

feeling a pinch of TT_TT.

2010-12-06T23:10:00.000-05:00

1 year. Just when the worries and memories are wrapping up, the stress monster rears up and takes an ugly shit on you. So much for that

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Richard Song says:

all relating to the 1 year though.
so first of all....making the roses...
most of this you already know:
- none of the relatives had any nice words for me
- lack of sleep from making them...
- worry that white roses signified death
worry that i had nothing to mount the roses on
worry that i would run out of glue gun sticks
worry that the flowers weren't dry
worry of a misalignment in the grid system of the heart
worry of all the assignments that im doing bad on
worry that i wouldn';t finish before today
worry of how/when to present the roses
worry that she wouldn't like it.
worry of how to get it to school.
now, that's just from making the flowers.
next, presenting them.
- worry that she wouldnt like them (again)
- worry that i would crush the two flowers i had in my pocket
worry that the flowers wouldnt fit in the box i had made
worry that she would see the flowers before i was ready to give it to her
after school:
-the shock of realizing she had choir
worry of the time constraint set by my mom.
getting scolded over the phone
worry about alan's ride home.
worrying about his saxophone.
worrying about not being able to reach my mom about how alan was going home with justin
worry about my mom had arrived.
worry about how cammy had said joanne said i was inconsiderate.
worry about how the lock broke from our locker
worry about transferring the stuff to peters locker
worry about not crushing joanne's present.
worry abotu how my mom won;t be able to wait
getting yelled at by mom again.
worry about how the glue gun will crack off in the cold
worry about how to present it to her
worry abotu when to present it to her
worry about snow getting in the car.
worry about snow getting in my shoes
worry about how to explain it to her
*her meaning joanne
worry about making sure jason didnt open the present for joanne.
and presentation finished.
now, about the date we had on sunday.
worry about how my parents had arrived at work to pick me up
them yelling at me.
worry about how to get to the mall
worry abotu which mall to get to.
leaving my coat in my work.
^because theres an alarm at work, and i havent turned it off before
standing outside, hoping that i can sort of "show off" my work, cuz its not just any old mcd's
worrying if her dad'll know how to get to my work
worry if her dad's plotting anything.
worry about english essay
worry that i dont have enough money
worry about how she wanted to watch a movie
joanne reprimanding me for not bringing my phone to work
starting to become drowsy from lack of sleep, while at a mall.
worry about getting picked up on time
worry about her dads invitation for dinner
worry about getting shoes
worry about getting shoes in 5 minutes
the realization taht my decision making model had been fundamentally unsound
arguing with my parenst
worrying about the present
done with the trip
joanne's present to me.
worry about how long it took for her
worry about how itd look on me
^that one breaks down into several subworries
inlcuding
my mom laughed at it for at least a minutes
*minute
i mean, i think it looks fine, but apparently others dont.
the worry that she had given me a presnet, but me not yet to her.
worry about how the fluffy stuffd get caught on my jacket
the constant address to the scarf that it's feminine.
done that.
next, the effects of the present.
the realization that my relatives reactions
were somewhat similar to the ones that joannes parents had
joanne's simple "amazedness"
joanne;s dad thinking that its too early for a relationship, yet him letting us go out on sunday
joanne's dad's "jealousy?"
the miscount of flowers
and then theres the miscellaneous section:
joanne saying that im not playing the trumpet properly
^that's actually more damaging than one would think, as it attacks the self-esteem already broken down by
the realization taht my decision making model was fundamentally unsound. that basically tipped me, i guess.
- general worries of chinese school and work
forgetting that we had to do a lab today
forgetting we had to prepare mat'l for lab
worry that i didnt have a group
getting smashed on the head with the basketball cart thing
and general academic worries over the weekend.
hows taht for two days.

i should have read about suicide earlier.

2010-10-31T01:10:00.000-04:00

LOL. haha if i read about it earlier, i think i wouldn't have been so depressed. Suicide makes me depressed that I once considered it in my life...

haha don't worry guys, I have to do this health project for basketball... and yeah. it's pretty depressing what people have done... The sound of a train striking a person has been likened to that of hitting a pumpkin. - says wikipedia.

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goes and eats dinner
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comes back. xD apparently my dinner is coming stages today. mmm razor clams

so basically this health project that im supposed to be doing tells me to "identify and describe suicidal behaviors and strategies for suicide prevention." and boy, is it depressing. LMAO im sorry i cant think of anything else to write.

2010-10-27T22:20:00.001-04:00

Today, as part of my preparation to do my lab, I read all of the new blog posts that my friends had posted on their blog. I noticed that today, all of them were about other people. Meaning all of them had at least a part of the blog post dealing with interpersonal issues. I, not being one to break the chain, have my own share of interpersonal issues, but unlike everybody else's, mine are mostly self-imposed.

For example, today's English presentation. Hailey did a great job of drawing the graphic novel for our group, and I'm confident for our mark on this project. But then I ask myself, how did I contribute to the project? Besides writing the plot, what else did I do? Hailey was the powerhouse o the group; without her, the group wouldn't exist. I also asked myself what skills I can bring myself to bear on projects such as these. To that I answer: nothing. And that makes me =(. What am I good at? Music? What, everybody had their phase of "music video projects" already...any other suggestions?

Call it jealousy, call it whatever. Jealousy is not necessarily a bad thing... As long as you don't show it in a bad way. It's a drive for one to do better. And I have to, no, I will do better.

-- 發送自我的 iPhone

2010-10-26T02:09:00.001-04:00

I remember mentioning how I wish I could be judged, but not lastingly... I think I'm going to elaborate on that.

I would rather avoid conflicts at all costs... If I were given the choice between talking behind someone's back and confronting them, and I had to choose, I would choose the former. That being said, I usually vent to a select few friends that I trust won't spread it around... And having a blog is kind of like having that loudmouthed friend blaring it for everyone to hear....

-- 發送自我的 iPhone

位置:韦赛德大街,里士满希尔,加拿大

2010-10-25T02:19:00.001-04:00

Showers are an amazing thing.... They make you think a lot. Unfortunately, neither paper nor electronics survive in the intense moist environment. I know I've lost at least one thought by now, but I hope it'll come back to me.

First of all, I've been reconnecting with a lot of old friends lately, and it's depressing, really. It makes you realize how much you guys could have been, how much more than what you guys are now. Which brings me to another point.

I sometimes wish that the people who matter in my life can't see blogs such as this one. I need commentary in my life, but what I don't need is the prejudice that people get after reading it, and applying it to daily lives. Basically, I want to be judged for that action, but not lastingly. That's partly why I haven't been blogging for so long, because of this.

I owe a big thanks to Joanne for putting up with me throughout my life and changing for me. In answer, yes, I did need this much space months ago, but I had a lot less to do in a week. I hope you forgive me. I'm trying.

I had another point I was going to make, but it was lost in the dangerous watery depths of my shower. It'll come back soon.
-- 發送自我的 iPhone

2010-10-25T01:50:00.000-04:00

okaysobasicallyiwasreallyannoyedatmyteacheryesterdayanditsstillweighingdownonme.
ill give translations, but don't expect it to be grammatically correct in english. Translating, and putting in english grammar rules takes too much thought.

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The night before had been annoying. Working on 摺紙 (origami), and my chinese essay.... took me until 6 in the morning. 2 hours later, I had to wake up for, you guessed it, chinese school. It was with a tired and slightly irate attitude that I attended the class. I was already pissed about one of his assignments: We had to teach the class a piece of "level 1 origami." He only mentioned what level 1 origami /wasn't/, and never said what it was. So I prepared a piece, and I was pretty sure it was too simple for the homework.

In class, we were asked to participate in a debate/discussion/expression of ideas on how to increase the ratio of Chinese voters to the total population of eligible Chinese citizens. In the class, we were encouraged to construct "rebuttals" to the presenter's remarks in the form of additional marks.

The assignment was flawed in every sense of the word. First of all, it couldn't be taken as a discussion, as discussions are constructive; you don't construct rebuttals to their points unless it builds to the general idea of the discussion itself. If it were to be taken as a debate (the teacher called it a mini-debate): 1. Asking the entire class to debate on one POV is a mistake. Because of this, many points were repeated at many points of the assignment, and after a while, general interest was lost. 2. The contender was not given a chance to reconstruct his/her points after it had been rebutted. 3. In general, the period was not moderated very well.

And my boat origami wasn't accepted, so I had to scramble up a rose tutorial.... That didn't go very well.
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In the car after the lesson, I vented to claud about this, and she told me to relax. Normally, I would dismiss this statement as an inability to defend against the points that I had brought up, but my dad, who was driving at the time, really hung onto it, and it got me thinking: What if I was bringing it way out of proportion?

Supporting this is the fact that I was exhausted at the time, working at Chinese homework and projects for almost twenty hours, separated in the middle by a two hour rest period. I could also possibly be irked by the fact that my origami wasn't accepted because it wasn't complex enough. Another supporting point was that I could just be overreacting to the fact that she got a better mark in the class.

To refute these, "exhaustion" was not a key to this, as evidently, I am still pissed after a long nap and the night as well. The origami point 有可能成立 (may be able to establish)....maybe. The third point doesn't matter at all; in order to get marks, you can only choose either doing the debate, or doing the origami. However, refuting is up for grabs.

Throughout the past two days, I've been thinking of the subject (just can't seem to get it off my mind), and a lot has come of it. The first idea: Everybody has their own passion, and everybody tries hard at the thing they like.

The second one (this one's my dad's point, and I questioned it over the period of two days): basically, 求人不如求己.(ask yourself instead of asking others)
- 點解唔係人人平等呢? (why isnt everybody equal? in the way that "you" are equal to others.)
- 如果個個人都係噉樣想就得啫....., 但係唔係吖嘛. 有好多人就是求人多過求己囉 (it only works if other people think like that, a lot of people don't.)

阿爸話噉樣先會開心．．．但係我覺得：“如過你嘅想法同你個生活方式係一樣嘅，你就會開心囉．．．但係如過唔係嘅，就唔會．"噉即係話，如過你嘅想法係求己嘅，而你個生活方式都係求己嘅呢，噉你就會開心囉．．．其它嗰啲你自己想啦(dad said that if you thought like that, then you'll be happy... but i think that "if your thoughts and your actions coincide, then you'll be happy, but if they don't, then you won't. aka. if you always struggle to better yourself, and your actions coincide, then you'll be happy. Think of the other ones on your own.)

If I think of anything else, I'll say it in another post. I didn't write this down.

This attempt to put the complex human mind into a linear format has been mindblowing. Kind of like expressing three dimensions on paper. It probably won't make sense, but it does to me.

iTunes Version - Bed Intruder Song

2010-10-24T22:07:00.000-04:00

=D third song of tonight.

Lily Allen - Fuck You

2010-10-24T21:55:00.000-04:00

haha one might ask me what's with the profane songs... Well I think they're good songs, not just rapping stuffs.

Cee Lo Green - FUCK YOU

2010-10-24T21:41:00.000-04:00

First song I've heard that fuck is actually used as a verb... and it's a good song.

mwah

2010-01-06T20:52:00.004-05:00

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... it looked better on notepad >=o wow i feel like such a nerd xD. i typed out every single letter. love you~ 

2010-01-03T01:24:00.000-05:00

http://blog.newseal.com.tw/liwei1204/2009/03/07/%E5%8D%83%E8%90%AC%E5%88%A5%E8%B7%9F%E6%88%91%E4%B8%80%E6%A8%A3%E7%9C%8B%E5%AE%8C%E5%B0%B1%E6%83%B3%E5%93%AD/

*sigh*

korea's fastest rapper.

2009-12-25T16:28:00.002-05:00

whew outsider~!

....sigh

2009-12-21T01:32:00.002-05:00

我幫不到她.... 我真是沒用 ><

I WANT NOBODY NOBODY BUT YOUU~

2009-10-13T00:13:00.002-04:00

so cuteee ^^

.... hm epic stress week

2009-10-05T21:32:00.000-04:00

tomorrow - math unit test
wednesday - history quiz + science test
friday - choir performance.

oh god.

2009-09-20T22:01:00.001-04:00

如果只可以見你一天　我希望係以後嘅每一天
如果只可以見你兩天　我希望係白天同晚天
如果只淮我見你三天　可以係昨天今天明天
只淮我見你四天　春天夏天秋天冬天
俾我見你你七日　我希望係星期一到星期日
...

--肉麻無罪 - 農夫

2009-09-17T17:37:00.001-04:00

no vball.

new email =)

2009-09-16T00:08:00.001-04:00

richardsong0.0v@gmail.com

... creative, non? =)

2009-09-14T20:07:00.002-04:00

hm... volleyball tryouts today.... hope i made the team. i swear ill be anxious all day tomorrow.

2009-09-13T02:15:00.000-04:00

jason's Collapse has set me a goal. a goal to actually make something that can wow somebody. and for that reason, that picture has now become my wallpaper.

2009-09-12T23:47:00.001-04:00

and... ive stumbled upon jason's flickr. surprised i havent found it earlier.

one word: JEALOUS.

you're right, i dont hug you.

2009-09-12T00:38:00.001-04:00

But that's what makes it extra special when i do.

update? =D

2009-09-04T00:28:00.000-04:00

i dont even know if my schedule can be considered a blog update, but here goes.

1st semester:

Music - Henry

Math - Eschle

History - Bennett

LUNCH ^^

10 Science - Young

2nd semester:

Computer Engineering - Martin

11 AP Bio - Charters

English - Mitchell

LUNCH ^^

Careers/Civics - Kryl/Ingber.

wow....

2009-08-24T14:10:00.000-04:00

this is terrible. im sitting here, wasting my life, while others are out having fun.

... depressed

2009-08-19T23:58:00.000-04:00

... after all this hype about the new compie, i remember my camp friends, and how most of us won't see each other again. general morale drops.

2009-08-18T12:36:00.002-04:00

.... ahhh... finally. a new compie ^^.

its a great feeling. its like being extremely poor and suddenly having all the money in the world.

back... missed me?.. no, i didnt think so.

2009-08-17T12:40:00.000-04:00

hmmm.. im backkk...

SI was quite an experience. i mean, how often do you get stuck out in the woods with no blanket or fire for an entire week. may i also add in that there wasn't quite enough food, either.
...
it was pretty boring out there, so i started thinking about life (and food, but thats besides the point.). now that im out of the bush, im really lucky to actually have food. its a pain trying to ration out a single IMP when you dont know how long you're gonna be there for. im not angry when other people steal my food anymore.

another thing. eat while you can and enjoy. you never know when your last meal is.

2009-07-18T21:34:00.002-04:00

... happy birthday? i think not. after all that's happened?

July 17th, 09

2009-07-18T17:36:00.003-04:00

... holy shite... so bored =_= reviewing for map and compass test.... anywayy... yesterday, at the end of sports, the entire sq'n sang HBD =D. and i got candy watermelons.... it was good... omgg... now that the staff arent allowed to yell anymore, they just make us do PT. just today, we have to do 95 pushups because we were 1 min 35 secs late. and our flight sergeant is a beast. he does 100 pushups in sets of 50 at nite and in the morning. let's hope that before the end of the course, im completely ripped =DD. it'd be nice to be strong =D. but i really hope this course is gonna get better.

July 16th, 09

2009-07-18T17:10:00.002-04:00

... it's my birthday today, but nobody's happy around.

-event recount-
called my parents yesterday nite. when i went back to lines, there was a firetruck and two paramedic vans in front of our driveway. *first hint of trouble*. then, when i started walking towards male lines, the sergeant told me to go around to the back. *second subtle hint* when i got there, a large group of ppl, namely ppl from the male tents. they were just about to send us back to our tents. so, they told us to line up, heads down, put a hand on a buddy's shoulder, and called the tent #'s as they passed. then we had to "stand-to" (aka stand near our bunks.). my tentmates and i talked about it and multiple rumours were passed around about how some guy had died. apparently, O'sullivan (fatass) had found a guy who had hung himself in a washroom stall. blechh... blue hands was all he saw. and he wasnt in the tent at that time. the guy who hung himself was rescued by a staff cadet who jumped over the stall wall and cut him down. the guy was then transported to sick kids in toronto.

-event recount ends-

... disgusting. i shall dwell no further on this. onto other matters.

this course is disgusting. i mean, i signed up for tons of yelling, hurrying, running, pushups, random solos... that kind of stuff. and the first week was like that. But this week... ughh.. fucking captain stacey.. he makes EVERYTHING soft. i mean like WTF. the staff arent even allowed to yell at us to get up in the morning anymore. ughh.. i liked last week better. and this shit we're learning is ridiculously easy. these guys make me feel like a fucking genius. like no jokes. these guys are getting 50s in applied math =_=. anddd.. ima go back to being bored.
cya~

July 15th, 09

2009-07-18T17:07:00.002-04:00

... in class xP. Bored out of my mind.... lol doing this on my notepad xP. probs looks like im taking notes xP. =_= principles of instruction. Time to go, class is ending.

....backk.. or am i?

2009-07-18T17:06:00.001-04:00

pheww back from camp overnite... and back to camp tomorrow. xP

byeee guys

2009-07-05T11:24:00.000-04:00

Anddd... I'm off.

;( time to go on the bus nowww... Cya guys :(

campppp

2009-07-04T23:07:00.003-04:00

ughhhh stupid blogger..... deleting my post...

original post was about not wanting to die at camp. but im not gonna repeat what i said... too much work =_=

important point of original post: im gonna post again rite before i get on the bus tomorrow.

bye.

what i did for the past few days

2009-07-03T21:08:00.004-04:00

-event recount starts now-
canada day: i went to the niagara with my cousins from aussie. pretty awesome, seeing as i havent been there for quite a few years now. first time ive been on the maid of the mist. and somebody wouldn't let me pay for myself D<<<. so yeah... it was pretty fun... lunch we went to bk in the tourist area. ten dollars for a meal..... holy shit x_x. on the way to bk, we saw a drop zone thingy in the middle on the side of the street. xD they took the guy up to the top... and waited wayyyyy too long. he literally waited there for 5 minutes straight. and the guy was pretty fat... lol. not to be mean. he looked like some guy that needed to go to the diet clinic that i volunteer at. so yeah.... at the bk, SOMEBODY WOULDN'T LET US PAY FOR THEIR MEAL D<<<. so now we're still indebted to you. for another 9 years D<. ahhh gts xD mmm all that cappuchino.... and that tim hortons across the street... oh gawd xD. after that... to the casinooo.... WHICH I COULDNT GET INTO D<. so we just spent the time playing DJ Max, and then later snake.... :D snake. we completely raped that game. like.... totally destroyed it. lol twenty times the default high score ftw... .... car ride backkk.... ughhh so many stoppss.... =_= first at that temple thing.... and then that..... UGHHH FLORAL CLOCK. STUPID FLORAL CLOCK.... THE STUPID HANDS COMPLETELY WRECK IT.... its supposed to LOOK nice.... and then the hands go and WASTE ELECTRICITY D<. IT WAS SO PRETTY, TOO. ughh... they couldve sold the electricity to the cityyyy and cause a little bit less pollution D<. on the way back, everybody fell asleep in the car.... cept for my mom, dad, ming, and i. :D coldplay + eason chan xD... after that... we went to japanese all you can eat....

'' 喂, 好像沒有吃過什麼東西...."
" 什麼好像啊? 是沒有阿...."

:D stupid parents... for taking all our food D<... butttt i got back at them xP... i ate 2 bowls of udon lmaooo.... that stuff tasted horrible though... they soaked it wayyy too much... x_x. lol... and we talked about.... erm... post-buffet behaviors... and then the adults just decided to TALK FOR LONGERRR... stupid adults D: and that ends our first day :D

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second day... hmmm whatd we do yesterday.... nothing much happened that day... my cousins went up to my dad's moms place to sleep, and my parents and i went up to my mom's grandparents to sleep... i had to see them before i left... so yeah... nothing really worth writing. oh.. well my mom and i helped my grandma find her cellphone, but thats about it.
...

EDIT: yes, something DID happen.... ming 2 left for london today.... D: i last saw you

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today... we went to harbourfront and up the CN tower... long queue lines x_x... we went up the CN tower, and took 58 seconds going... we only spent.... 28 dollars?... something like that... and i DIDNT EVEN PAY FOR IT. omg i feel like a freeloader x_x. guys.... i spent so much of ur money... next time yu come (in nine years), i WILL spend at least 32.50 on you :D (28+14.50 (hah i still remember how much that maid of the mist ticket cost. so there :D))... sooo yeah... xD gj on trying yur first poutine, tai :D. now you'll always have something canadian in yur body :D. omg.... lets have some italian sausage :D... "does it come with a bun?"... *sigh* "今時今日這種服務態度真是不行." :D and then looking down the CN tower trying to see where we bought it frommm :D. xD taking photos while lying on the glass floor..... x_x rlly freaky..... LMAO crazy puffing air thingies xD.... "touchless security", eh.... and then having REALLY EXPENSIVE meals on the freakin thing... x_x.... 9 dollars for a bowl of soup? cmon... and then helping others take photos :D.

after we got back down from the CN tower... we walked around the harbourfront... and we ate in the Captain John's place.... it was awesome insideee :D... with an old man serving us.... xD fish and chips are good...ahh... and then my cousins walked home while my parents and i walked to our almost finished new apartment... xD it looks pretty good... but we might be selling it.... =/ i unno. and then after, i came home.... and here i am.

- event recount ends here-
whew... that was a lot... ima go now. xP

... :(

2009-06-30T20:46:00.000-04:00

As I ate dinner today, I felt a certain presence missing; my cousins from aussie had each other, my three cousins had each other, my cousin from hk had his newly-wed wife. And all I had was myself... Oh gawd bro I miss you :(

lol weddings

2009-06-30T15:26:00.000-04:00

Phewww I'm at my uncles house rite now, posting on a blackberry. It's pretty cool, having a cousin wed. It makes you feel so... old xP. And I'm only fourteen. The thing were doing today is not the actual wedding ceremony, but kind of like a replacement for the canadian people, cuz they already had their ceremony in hk. I feel extremely formal here, being the only person to wear a dress shirt... My mom DID tell me to dress formally x_x. Okieee I have to go eat lunch. Byeee.

lol diet clinic :D

2009-06-29T16:07:00.002-04:00

just for the record, i volunteer at a diet clinic every sunday. last time i went and weighed myself.
JUSTIN IS REALLY FAT, CUZ HE WANTS TO TENNIS AND IM TOO LAZY. WAIT, THEN IM THE FAT ONE. DAMN.

anywayyyy i weighed myself, and it said that i had to gain 2.8 lbs of fat. lol lets see what i have to do when i come back from camp.

... conforming?

2009-06-28T18:10:00.000-04:00

I rely on my fobbiness/deprivedness to make myself different from the crowd, but I feel that this is changing. For the first time today, I went and actually shopped. Like, not just lounge around in stores, but actually pick up clothes and try them on. Though I still haven't bought anything on my own, I think that it'll happen soon. And I'm here wondering if that's a good thing or a bad thing.

Another thing to prove my fobbiness is gradually fading: my music. I used to say that english music qas horrible; poison to the ears. As it turns out now, I have more english songs on my (borrowed) ipod than any other. It felt horribly unbalanced.

And a third thing. I'm not deprived. I might have overprotective parents (azn, what do you expect?), but they let me buy stuff, date, and all that other stuff.

Is this change a good thing? I don't know, and I sure hope so. Hopefully I won't become just another kid =/.

Countdown to camp: 6 more days D<

camppppp~

2009-06-27T21:09:00.005-04:00

... as the time of camp fast approaches, i felt the need to post. only seven days left....

but now i cant think of anything to post. Because a certain person is interrupting my train of thought with rants of how her brother awakens at 5 in the morning to play MS. :D cuz MS really deserves to be played at five in the morning o_O. even im not that hardcore :D

and now she has stopped. xP

sooo theres only 7 days left until i leave for 6 weeks straight xPP. bye guys :). my brother is leaving tomorrow, and returning on the exact same day as i am. lol... 6 weeks of straight surviving x_x... im gonna be like... 7 shades tanner when i come back. and that i definitely dont need.... i already look like a philly.

....

i just finished switching compies lol :)

... im bored. ima go play some gta xD. cyaa

...

2009-06-16T16:56:00.003-04:00

YESSSS LAST DAY OF SCHOOL I LAUGH AT ALL YOU ELEMENTARY KIDS WHO HAVE TO SUFFER WITH THEIR TEACHERS A WEEK LONGER HAHAHHAHAHAHAHAA

okie im done.

so here i am... almost past my niner stage. just a few days more and im freeeeeeee....

lol today i skipped fifth and joined the geo potluck thingy. it was immensely satisfying with all that free food and such.... ahhh

omg so many gts with high school, and its only my first year ^^. to all you soon to be niners, the first thing im gonna yell wen i see you next year is "hey look its a niner." :)

exams are coming up and im not too worried about them, though i should be... french and english. phew my french oral exams done... and luckily the english oral exam doesnt exist. .... im so gonna fail that english essay. somebody should definitely tutor me. french exam shant be that hard........

... ppl, why do u have to go to IB?! ill miss you guys :(

=/

2009-05-18T17:50:00.002-04:00

... nobodys posting anymore... ppl shud rlly start posting again. *hint hint*

today, i went to u of guelph, and its the first time i actually went to a university for the sake of, well, university. I have never been to university for looking at the campus and such, and before, university only existed in admission brochures, booklets and other ppls lives.

My university plans are as follows:
one of the following choices: Network Security (aka hacking)
Computer Science (aka programming)

Universities i will probably apply for:
MIT (omigawd, if i get in, the tuitions gonna be hugeeeeee.)
if not that, then probably waterloo
another one to think about could be the RMC (free tuition ^^)

well, back to my english ISP >_<

... haiii

2009-05-10T18:20:00.000-04:00

*sighz... Haven't blogged in a long time now... :/

So many things have happened since last time I actually made a long post...

"Love me or hate me, but spare me your indifference." I was searching online for quotes, and found this one to fit my situation perfectly... *sighz

Wah... why must there be a thing called IB?!... So many ppl I will never see again. Oh wellz, guess there's nothing I can do about it anyway...

Rach, I want you to update D:<. I'm like bored all the time now...

music alive... :)

2009-03-31T16:19:00.001-04:00

ooo today, we went to music alive. and we got gold. omg memories of ottawa~

xP

2009-03-31T06:06:00.001-04:00

oops... all this high school work has made me forget of a happy thing i shudve posted in here a long time ago.

u kno that pascal contest thing? i got the highest mark out of all the grade 9s in our school: 142/150, or 94.6% =D. go me.

lol just an idea for yu all...

2009-03-28T13:46:00.001-04:00

Today, wen I was coming home from chinese school, my parents and I
stopped by a restaurant to have lunch. We stumbled upon the topic of
sleeping early. We have quite the difference in opinions on this
matter, and we had quite the debate. From this debate, my dad had told
me an idea he had.

Wth... My moms camwhoring?!

Anywayy... My dad had this idea... He planned to combine healthy
living, abd school. I mean, that sounds alright, right? But... He said
that he would create a credit course out of it, and every time one
sleeps before 10:30, then one would get a certain amount of marks.
Also, they would bring you on an overnite camp kind of thing, and test
you on all sorts of things. This are the examples he gave me: if you
see garbage, will you pick it up? Do you have manners? He plans to
call this course the health practical course.

I can only picture how much jason laucker would fail on this thing xD.
Oh noes, my average TT.TT

Tell me how you think xD.

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RS

xD change of taste in musicc

2009-03-21T09:21:00.002-04:00

as some of you might remember, i have always been addicted to cpop music. however, i have "changed my tastes" and added a few more groups to my liking. xP
- epik high
- SNSD

xD notice how they're both korean.

...

2009-03-14T12:43:00.001-04:00

got my computer back. after 5 days x_x

oh wellz, just in time for march break.

thanks, rach, for slamming my head into a door.

RAEJ

2009-03-09T22:26:00.001-04:00

yesterday, my dad raejed at me and took my computer away.
i think u can imagine what comes next.

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-is done.-

-actually, not quite-
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-done.-

xD supposed to be working on english..

2009-03-04T14:10:00.001-05:00

lol crosby kids, u arent the only ppl who slack off when ur on the computer. i do it too ^^

im supposed to be working on this opinion essay thing on the computer. supposedly brainstorming for said essay, but i cant think of anything rite now....

blechh... somebody shud give me ideas for this thing. something about free will and human potential =_= ive heard those words enough for today....

omg my foots asleep x_x pins and needles~~

blech... after an entire period of 1 hour and 30 minutes, i have still got absolutely nothing done xD. there must be something wrong with me >_<. for the past period, ive been searching up tab addons for FF. xD thats how bored i am. lets see how other ppl are working...
anndd~~ the bell rings. bubaii

xD blog stalking...

2009-03-01T23:00:00.002-05:00

i was blog stalking, and a good idea came to my head (actually, its cuz the blog author did it) i can write in chinese ^^.
就算你不懂, i dont care. 寫中文是很好玩的, 因為有些人是完全不明白的^^. 我有法文功課, 但是我不想做啊 =/. 哎呀, 你可不可以幫我做啊?

哎呀, 我的羽毛球那麼差的 >_<.我應該請個教練回來教我. or rather 教練都不會理我的.

TT_TT 誰會理我呢?

o_O

2009-03-01T20:41:00.000-05:00

a quick little post here.
ever noticed that the word "fat" is horribly skinny, but the word "skinny" is horribly fat?
xD a quick outburst.

xD

2009-02-27T19:23:00.002-05:00

todays the first day xandur didnt raej. im surprised

wahh... chinese school tomorrow

... xD random outbursts combined into a small post o_O

|-)

2009-02-26T04:58:00.000-05:00

... and im STILL up at five. stupid xandur :@ didnt send me his part after all. had to do it. gonna go sleep a bit before school x_x

bleckth stupid english group

2009-02-25T22:51:00.003-05:00

omg, wow, i have to stay up sooo late today. just because of this stupid character named xandur =_=. he doesnt do ANYTHING at ALL, and expects me to finish his work FOR HIM. i mean, one cant get any lazier than this. and he also gave us a broken email address, too. epic failure. *is angry at him, in case you couldnt tell*

....hmwk, or buffet?

2009-02-22T18:10:00.002-05:00

=/ im bakk. my moms being annoying again...

M: do you want to go or not?
R: yes, i do
M: but you have hmwk. i dont want you to stay up again.
R: =_=" LET ME GO.

yay ^^ we're going. xP

stupid english proj.

xD so bored...

2009-02-22T14:41:00.002-05:00

im at a friends house, with another 2 friends staring at what im doing rite now.... xD i shud be doing work, but everybodys doing nothing, so i might as well post on this thing.

jasper's playing something called sex bomb or sumthing... and everybody else is watching me... creepy indeed. Apparently, its a racing game. and he just lost. yum, sex... xD jks.

and jasper is eating oranges. wait, i mean yoghurt.
i shud rlly gobakk to working. bubaii

:P

2009-02-21T19:45:00.001-05:00

... wow. you know that chinese project thing i was talking about in the last few posts? it was supposed to be due NEXT WEEK. and not only that, but today, my partner turned out to be sick =_=. so i wudnt have to hand it in anyway. *sighz, epic failure.

anyway... now, i have english to do. stupid high school work x_x

>_<

2009-02-21T04:08:00.001-05:00

wow, my chinese project kept me up until four. this cannot be good for
my health.

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RS

>_<

2009-02-20T19:03:00.001-05:00

i definitely take that last post back. i havent seen a worse day than today. im sick, ankle hurts, my neck hurts, im tired, i have 2 chinese projs due tomorrow, when my partner's disappeared to who-knows-where, i didnt make it past the first baddie cut. =/ i need something to cheer me up... :(

...

2009-02-18T19:20:00.000-05:00

wow, today sucks. i lost my wallet. somebody stole it. and it had my student id card, a SCENE card, 7 bucks, and 2 condoms in it. i mean, the most important thing in it is probs the student id card itself, but the hardest part is breaking it to my parents. i can tell, if they knew, theyd bitch at me day, and nite, and day, and nite... well, you get the idea. also, the other hard part is getting a new wallet. xD, my last one was free, so i have no idea how im gonna get a new one. hmmm....

ewww

2009-02-17T23:41:00.000-05:00

i just realized that my blog looks horribly yellowish orange, making it horrible on the eyes. somebody shud rlly tell me to change it.

*gasp first post.... in ages?

2009-02-17T23:34:00.000-05:00

*succumbs to peer pressure*
hello. this is my eighth post in.... i forget how long. i cant believe ive put off updating this thing for so long. so here i am. hi.

so yeah, this is my update. happy guys?

*tempted to end post rite here*
*and does so.*

x.x finished geo test

2008-11-25T22:29:00.000-05:00

Pros:
yay, geo test wasnt as hard as expected.

Cons:
... everything seemed to happy today :)
oh. study failed. studied too much XD <3

YAY HAPPY DAY <3

finally.

UGHHHH STUPID SCIENCE PROJECT...

2008-11-23T23:13:00.000-05:00

Pros:
- got my PSP rebirthed today
Cons:
- Science Project due tomorrow
- Geo project due next week
- Geo test on tuesday
STRESSS T.T

General: okay la, 都不算太差, but very stressful >.<

Conversion of my blog.

2008-11-22T22:16:00.000-05:00

Seeing as this blog is pretty useless, I've decided to convert it to serve a slightly more useful purpose. Rating of my days :)
Good things that happened today:-
uhh... buffet :)
... didnt practice piano... is that considered a good thing?
Bad things that happened today:-
- nosebled TWICE today -_-
- chinese school x.x
- stupid barrie parade, froze my hands off AND THE VALVES, TOO >.<
- dad doesnt want me to play starcraft anymore. and by "doesnt want" he means "ill kill you if u do."
- stupid geo project AND science project
- Stupid CTC
- stupid life in general.
i could die with all this shit happening around my life.

General rating: a quite nasty horrible day, mainly with the starcraft thing and the barrie parade thing.

*sigh, long time no see, blog

2008-02-07T23:02:00.000-05:00

sorry, i havent posted in a LONG time. my computer broke and i have been trying to fix it, and with the homework piling on top of me... well, im drowning. Well, not exactly, since i HAVE had the time to write this blog post, and also to read my friend's poems. OMG, they're beautiful. Maybe i should go and train on my poetic-ness.
Anyway, i shudnt write tht much, since i still have school tomorrow, and it's 1105. Sorry, blog, dont feel unloved, i was just really busy! :'(

9:22 in the morning on a Sunday... wow

2007-12-09T09:23:00.000-05:00

I woke up at 9:15 this morning. And it's a Sunday. ANYWAY, time to introduce myself more. I'm Richard Song, the "younger one," in my dad's website, which is conveniently located here. I have a facebook account, and, of course, a blog. I also have MSN Messenger. Anyway... enough about me, I'm boreddd. Time to play games.

許冠傑-打雀英雄傳

2007-12-08T22:33:00.001-05:00

=) mahjong...

First post =P

2007-12-08T21:51:00.000-05:00

Hey, first few lines on my blog. Just to warn you all, this blog will mostly be about the BS, my feelings about life, more BS, and mostly, BS. I only started this blog because i was bored, and partly because SOMEBODY made a blog: here AND here. Yes, she made two blogs JUST because she was too lazy to combine them into one. Yep. I have such lazy friends. *sigh.

Anyway, this was my first post, and i wanna see if it actually works. If it doesn't, then im gonna..... i dont know. Ill figure it out later.

Just to tell you, the first link up there is the more recent one, and the second one is just an archive kind of thing.